Saturday, March 19, 2011

Life.Love.Regret. Its just the whole cycle eh ??

Sad, though I should not feel this way as I saw this happening. Its amazing when one looks at someone's Facebook status can make you feel down, especially when the person's Facebook account was the person you felt the strongest & close too. As much as I would like to speak about it to my closest loved friend. I just knowthe fact that, this is one battle I have somehow lost. Lost my true love it seems.

I was just at a Metalheadz night seeing Goldie play. Yeah pretty good set!!

Curtain by X Unbroken X
This love built up inside me I thought would last always

once burning wildly now being doused with pain no sympathy could
ever remove your scars laid upon me how could you move on so fast
is all I ever wanted to know the thought of you with another crushes my soul
I don't understand when you stay
you still love me but I guess I know you now better than I did for
your type of love is a curtain you will always hide behind for the rest of your life
regret will always get you in the end
and that is the only piece of mind I have.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

"Then saith Jesus unto him, Get thee hence, Satan: for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve. Then the devil leaveth him, and, behold, angels came and ministered unto him" - Matthew Chapter 4, KJV.

The last few weeks seem to have been catastrophic from political breakdown in the Middle East to Earth Quakes and Tsunamis in New Zealand & Japan. I sometimes wonder if there is a message to be taken in what has been happening as a result of man's behaviors. Well whatever it is, My thoughts and prayers are to those grieved families.

My mother was in London the last few weeks where she stayed with me. Yeah we spent 4 days in Brighton at a friends house where during that time we went on long walks near Brighton walking along the white cliffs of 7 sisters to just spending time, lazing about with some of my mates in Brighton. I think she felt 30 years younger!!! We had a conversation about Malaysian politics particularly about the Bumiputra policy to which we agreed that this was a racist policy. Oddly enough someone forwarded a link about this issue just yesterday about an article in the The Wall street journal .My views on this were as such.

Yes a rich melting pot of races & religions living together where some are more equal than others. Its probably the only developing country in the world that practices this form of negative discrimination mirroring American 1960'S racial discrimination & a lesser extent South Africa. Looking at some figures, I am lead to believe that 90% of government contracts are awarded to first class Bumiputras(as apparently you get 2nd class Bumiputras like some ancient Indian Caste System) and within the Government there is only something to the figure of what 5% of Chinese civil servants. Yeah I am not surprise that many Malaysian Chinese/Indian & Eurasian would want to leave Malaysia. I think this "Malaysian new economic policy" is racist and i am not too sure how it was meant to be a kind of social economic restructuring policy towards poor families. I would have thought better education, health and industry creation would have been the priority, but perhaps Nationalistic pride & religion got too involve into the equation. Malaysia is in fact a rich country primary resources with a talented mixed race of multicultural citizens. BUT if its the majority that are favored, then why should should the rest feel that they should accept the circumstances that they are 2nd class citizens. When you read Mahathir's ideas of Vision 2020. Its states that the idea of vision 2020 is:

"Malaysia can be a united nation, with a confident Malaysian society, infused by strong moral and ethical values, living in a society that is democratic, liberal and tolerant, caring, economically just and equitable, progressive and prosperous, and in full possessio
n of an economy that is competitive, dynamic, robust and resilient".


On a completely different. I was in Paris early January when I was going back to my mate's place to crash at some silly hour when we came across this van. Yeah I mean this has to be the worst graffiti art I have ever seen done to a van! I mean nothing on it makes sense??? I mean its as though this inviting you to just do another piece over it, or in fact maybe you just want to paint it all white!!??